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How we JusB*gan
For the first 57 years of my earth life, I led in a vigorously active and competitive manner. Retiring from a 30-year profession in Education in 2012, my awareness of the Soul was strictly 3D, physical, competitive, and materialistic. By October 2, 2016, my life was not so happy and my soul purpose would begin to shift when a serious motorbike accident left me with a shattered left tibia and tibial plateau. This life-shaking shift would visit me again on December 2, 2019, when mycotoxins (from mold) left me 'stroking' in an ER hospital bed. Both health incidents shifted my consciousness to the unconscious and beyond.
The bone crusher would become a life changer, leaving me with physical ailments and chronic pain that brought my familiar, highly active lifestyle to a screeching halt. I was an avid sports participant, a retired Educator/Administrator/Professor who knew nothing else of this Life on Earth but to stay physically active and work 24/7! The thought of my current status; Bedridden for a minimum of 16 weeks with some serious time in rehab ahead, was incomprehensible, but I knew this was my reality. With the Morphine/Dilaudid/Valium/Oxy/Anti-Anxiety cocktails leaving my brain seriously out of sorts; and my Surgeon's voice echoing, "KRISTIN...ABSOLUTELY no weight-bearing for at least 16 weeks, not even a toenail on the ground, or you'll be right back here having Humpty-Dumpty surgery again," my future became laced with a gazillion uncertainties ~ I was depressed.
Lying immobile in bed, I couldn't help but wonder how this morphine mixture would affect my brain over time, not to mention the worry about how to keep my body and muscles engaged in some kind of movement; I would soon come to realize, all this uninterrupted BEDtime could have a new life purpose. As these thoughts continued to dance some jigs in my brain, aided with the prescribed morphine/muscle relaxing cocktails: I really knew something had to change because THIS certainly was not the lifestyle for me.
At the time, Colorado was leading the nation in the legalization of Marijuana and THC. There was a lot of information available about THC, the pyschoactive component in the hemp plant but CBD was fairly new to the scene and was being studied and touted as a heavy-duty natural pain reliever. My 'idle time' became filled with research followed by creations of varying products. Mixing and testing them all out, first by myself then finding friends and family who were willing to give it go. My number 1 'tester' and fan is my Mom; an 86-year-old woman who grew up believing whole heartedly that Marijuana and THC is a "hard core drug;" very harmful to our human bodies; something that will surely lead to addiction with harder, mind altering and addictive drugs.
Today - we all know, it is the prescribed pharma cocktail that becomes the addictive problem for most humans - NOT the Hemp or Marijuana plants. I am grateful that my body is not prone to addiction and did not have any physical problems weening off the pharma meds, gradually adding in my CBD healing creations until no pharma was needed.
As the years wore on, I recovered fully from that leg shattering accident, returning to my active lifestyle of physical activities and destination travel. In October 2018 I had a perfectly healthy body, according to my medical doctor at my well woman checkup, where I was given a new vaccine, the Shingles vaccine and on November 19, 2018, I moved into my brand-new home in a 55+ community. I was excited because this new home would allow me to 'lock and leave' easily while I destined traveled to faraway places and for longer periods of time. During the first rainstorm and for 2 years after, my roof at that house would spring random leaks, each time the builder would come out and "fix" the problem, only to have another leak whenever the weather provided moisture. I argued relentlessly with the builder that there was something major wrong with the roof, while they claimed the lift in my roof merely cosmetic; a claim which was not their responsibility to fix.
On September 19, 2019, after struggling with rapid weight loss, followed by the complete loss of neurological functioning of the left side of my body, my naturopath doctor gave the diagnoses of mold spores, lodged in my left lung. The mycotoxins in my body had caused a host of health concerns to include severe weight loss, neurological issues, inflammation of internal organs and connective tissue problems; all of which left me in chronic pain that was unidentifiable to me. NEVER had I felt this kind of pain; pain that left me unable to move and unable to find any appropriate medical treatments for this underlying condition, simply because medical doctors are not versed in mold.
As the days and weeks went by, the mycotoxins were able to progress, my internal organs succumbed to the mycotoxins and became inflamed. By December 2, 2019, the inflammation reached my brain and I found myself "stroking" in the ER, according to the medical doctors and ER team. I was advised about the seriousness of my condition, one that would keep me at the hospital for 'awhile' and once released I was to prepare for rehab and a new lifestyle that would include a new need for lifetime support. Everything at that moment was unknown but I knew my earth life ended there. She advised me to make those phone calls to my son and mother as the doctors worked to stop whatever was happening.
I remember thinking "WOW, JusWOW - so this is how the end goes? Dang, I'm not sure I was finished living but I guess it is so! Now - how do I call my son and mom and tell them this? I am only 57, and.... I am dying - I might be dead soon and I need....hmmm what is that I need? Nothing really...and Gee, I don't know - this is NEW - dying, leaving planet earth.
To say that I lived to tell - is truth. I have been given another lease on life that came with a very clear message - To teach and help other humans balance their bodies through the natural processes available to us. Here to share with you, all that Spirit/Source Light Energy and Vibrations have taught me on this new journey. I have learned how to heal my body naturally, without any pharma drugs. The earth provides to us plants that align and connect naturally with our human bodies. One of those plants is the Hemp/Marijuana Plant; holding superior medicinal qualities that can heal our bodies. Another is the Mushroom and yet another, the dandelion 'weed!'
In March of 2021 I was given a firm diagnosis of Chronic Inflammatory Response Syndrome (CIRS) from toxic exposure to mold; a lifetime syndrome that may fall into periods of remission and flares. In order to maintain a balance in my body, I use my products and healing frequencies daily.
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